i was juz looking at those
3 minutes of our lives
and how much i miss those times
really
i’m so missing those times so badly
slacking at cr room
singing songs
laughing
crying
getting angry
how that season of my life is over
yea
i’m am now going to twenty
how much a different outlook of life
you are responsible for your own actions
you are in control of your own life
you are looked onto as seniority
how heavy that responsibility
you are no more at that age where
you can go and childish tantrums
childish viewpoint of BGR
you are given no more face
to make mistakes
you have to keep ur guard up
to sort of protect ourselfs from don’t know what
people keep on saying that the world is bad
but it’s sad that we won’t able to see that sometimes
we think and feel that the world is good
this is where we belong
so often that happens
and that’s when you feel like saying
*$%*@#*@$#* off god
can you juz leave me alone
but
when we are in deep shit
we so often get to see that goodness of god
and his heavenly kingdom
that gospel of peace
like jason’s nick
if heaven’s not home
what would i do…
i really don’t know
well i’m in that stage where i’ll say
-toot- off god
let me run on my own
but i know deep inside
that’s when i so really need him
to love me
so it’s a dilema
a trilema
or a multilema
with my heart confused
what more can i say
with that heart confused
i don’t know wheather if should apply for U
i don’t even know which course to go
NUS [noose]
Computer Engineering - EEE
Communications and Media - Computing
Communications and New Media - Arts and Social Sciences
Law - Law
Political Sciences - Arts and Social Sciences
NTU [two]
Computer Sciences - Computing
Information Engineering and Media - EEE
Computer Engineering - EEE
Integrated Program of Eng and Com Science
*those abbreviations are from fio…
well…
heart confusion is not a good factor
to making major decisions
so…
ya
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Things I Miss
- Making violin sounds with BEE
- Eating Food while studying with FIO
- Taking train rides with JOC
- Playing music with IAN
- Running with JAS
- Praying with ONG j [eh your name no 3 letter code… sian]
- PTing with MRT
- Saying u are pretty BONG [another one with no 3 letter code]
- Listening to EVN share
- Looking at JH_ BINGE
- Following CORN’s LEAD
- Teaching DG to my KIDs
- Leading P COM
- Praying and worshiping for HOURS non-stop
- Going out with GOnG
+ loads more…
