: shadows are more than solid lines

now i know why
dad brought me to ea
dad placed a burden in my heart
to go ea
for a long long time

it was for me to really see
the real hui stuff
singapore..
nah… to liberal…
too easy…
it was that hui stronghold
that really stabed my heart
when i saw the video
i was juz tahaning my tears
cuz…
it really
crushed my heart

the ea trip
was a trip to confirm and reconfirm time and time again
where dad called me to
to the hui
whereever they’ll be
it was a eye opener to the global
hui community
sg is juz too small
really

what’s next dad
what’s next

i didn’t tell anyone
but ya
i’m going nus
in 2010 yup
com enging[eee]

by the time i grad
i’m 25
that’s old..
half way through life

i was thinking
dad…
how can i still be effective
for you to use
at that age man…

how shrewd the schemes of the evil one

we find our hearts softened
after a trip or two
when we come back
the tenderness of the heart
come attacked with
hurts
insecurity
temptations
sin

o so many times
during our trips
we cover our chest with the breastplate of righteousness
but now
are we allowing ourselves
to be naked to the enemy

things happened
not to me
but made me reflect
and think on the cab back
o so easy we fall
when we are alone
cornered in the corner of the room
thinking that we are running solo

but nope
we’re never alone
we have the whole family
and the head of the family
interceeding on our behalf

to the only god
who is able
to keep us
able
to keep us from falling down

to the only god
be all glory
and honour
majesty and power
for all ages now and forevermore

let’s now come with an attitude
that everday is a mission trip….

if i could stay in ea
till enlistment

i would

Shoelaces untied
you can dry your eyes
perfect shadows alive
behind us
this is the day i make you mine
way your hair lies
sometimes unrecognized
all the way from these today
on a train
nothing to say if theres still time
but you are the one
i’ve been wating for today
and here comes the sun that’s been baiting on today
lately i’ve lost my tongue
today you found the sun
oh no not long has grown
well i thank god u came along
you are the one i’ve been waitng for today
and here comes the sun that’s been baiting on today
you looked right through me when there was no one else
side beside you and there came myself
today today
you are the one i’ve been waiting for today
and here comes the sun thats been baiting on today

Semestral Examination Results
2007/2008 S2
NAME KHALIS BIN DAUD STUDENT ID 0529800
COURSE DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS, COMPUTER & COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING STAGE 3B

MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
ET0525 MOBILE APPLICATIONS DEVELOPMENT 5 A
LC0314 COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK 2 B
ET0023 OPERATING SYSTEMS 5 C
ET100Z FINAL YEAR PROJECT 8 C
ET0104 EMBEDDED COMPUTER SYSTEMS 5 D

Semester GPA: 2.28
Cumulative GPA: 3.49

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DIPLOMA AWARDED
CO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES (CCA) - B+
Your result slip will be sent out on 04/03/2008.

full of thoughts
and unexpressed and inexpressable emotions

thinking
how sweet god can get

yesterday
when amos called for pastors to come and pray over
their congre
i was emoed
the super deep desire in my heart
for juz some pastor
to pray over me
i was like sadded la
but then
god brought
phebe’s dad and mom to pray for me

i was like zua tiok for a while
and happy in my heart
to have a pastor to lay hands on me and pray
after a long time
i so miss that
:)
god know’s my desires
and will meet them

well…
i was thinking
it’ll be nice
if there were someone to wait for you
to finish work
if there were someone to come to you
when you study
if there were someone to entertain you
when you are bored
if there were someone to accompany you
when you are lonely
esp when that some one is someone whom
you like and love
how beautiful the thought…

i grabed a caremel machiato
and juz walked down orchard road after work alone
juz thinking and thinking..
and getting in touch with my heart

well
today fun seh

went out with
justin sean samuel and his gf [si ying] also
joc and fio

went
chicken rice stall
then
NYDC
then
Harry’s at
T3
fun!!!

haha
the best part was that
i got to drive…
scary…

mistakes i made

1) i can’t find the clutch and accelrator point properly
so first time… haha many many stall
2) break without clutching
STALL!!!
3) turning without returning
haha…

blame max tune for the clutching….
4) using wrong leg to break
all the arcade games to blame…

hahaha….

the driving lesson
by samuel also justin
haha motivated me to get my license like
SOON!!!
haha….
i want

today… i’m dubbed the GPS system…

hahah… so fun…

JOC —- eh… i can’t reach the clutch [everyone know why]
FIO —- kan cheong spider…… hahahah… even before anything the car stalll
hahahahahahaha

to driver you really have to multi task…

haha…

anyway…
thanks to…
rx sino and ong
when we went to harry’s at suntec
i’ve found my fav drink

tequila with 7up!!!
-nice-

wah…
i want to drive…

was reading my previous encouragement cards again
they never fail to make me reflect
and cry
seeing how God was there
and real in my life
visible in my acts of service

reading ian’s [the times when he was my angel] encouragement card
about PLM
brings back good memories
of the time where
everyone worshiped
throughout the PLM
praying together

that was the start
what was the fruit?

reading my diary entries
about PLM
gosh!
how desperate i was for God
to get a room
to run the program

then the next entry
i go, what’s next God

so what’s next God
what’s next
what’s in stored
me taking my own life on my own
or you taking it and giving me surprises
away from mundaneness

i was looking at the books
i got

Hearing God’s Voice - Joc Jason
Sacred Romance - Joel
something prayer - Evan [van i forgotten the tittle.. haha]

i liked those books

:)

what more God

on another note

zoo
night safari
kfc
ben and jerry

was great!
but expensive!
but who cares
a great time
haha

the pocket sized photo
superb

i enjoyed walking with you everywhere
haha

let’s do more random things!

and on another note

i’m tired of playing around
and fooling around
it’s very very tiring

i want to settle down

have fun
have intellectual conversations
have stupid lame conversations