February 2011
1 post
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July 2008
1 post
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June 2008
2 posts
this is the second time i’m writing this post and i pissed at this fact
“God is love, SO God hates sin. We are loved with a holy love that cries...”
May 2008
5 posts
obnoxious əbˈnäk sh əs extremely unpleasant. i’m confused are you there or are you not you are obnoxious it’s sad that things turned out this way it’s sad that i don’t know you anymore sometimes would just want to hang out with you and talk to you catch up on you but it seems that u are unavailable unexcited about knowing me or us or you but well time will tell if...
day one of three
of full shifts…
eh…
almost died
with a suspected
stomach flu
nauseated at night
headache
ate medicine
going sleep soon though
well i had a thought a few days ago
i penned it down on a cardboard
in hotside one day
but kind of lost
but yea i’ll try to recall
if we, christians, claim to know god
to have seen his glory during conversion
to know...
though none go with me
i will follow
i will follow
no turning back
no turning back
no matter what my tendencies are
i will choose to honor You
when i look in the mirror
what do i see
i don’t only see jesus
but i see a handsome
young man
growing
i can’t rmb the last time
when i look myself in the mirror
and complimented myself as
handsome
not so much of the self narcissistic praise
but the contention with myself
the enjoyment of my unique self
i accept my looks and my self
as who my maker ment me to be
...
i really need somewhere to put my thoughts
i do think much
process it
and forget about it
it’s been donkey weeks since a good blog
i owe it to myself
being busy with everything else
but no quality time with myself
to think
to process
to internalise things
maybe
i haven’t rested enough
since my mission trip
i jumped right into the
things i do daily back again
i’m...
April 2008
15 posts
“O could I tell, you surely would believe it!
O could I only say what I have...”
now i know why
dad brought me to ea
dad placed a burden in my heart
to go ea
for a long long time
it was for me to really see
the real hui stuff
singapore..
nah… to liberal…
too easy…
it was that hui stronghold
that really stabed my heart
when i saw the video
i was juz tahaning my tears
cuz…
it really
crushed my heart
the ea trip
was a trip to confirm...
how shrewd the schemes of the evil one
we find our hearts softened
after a trip or two
when we come back
the tenderness of the heart
come attacked with
hurts
insecurity
temptations
sin
o so many times
during our trips
we cover our chest with the breastplate of righteousness
but now
are we allowing ourselves
to be naked to the enemy
things happened
not to me
but made me reflect...
if i could stay in ea
till enlistment
i would
March 2008
1 post
Shoelaces untied
you can dry your eyes
perfect shadows alive
behind us
this is the day i make you mine
way your hair lies
sometimes unrecognized
all the way from these today
on a train
nothing to say if theres still time
but you are the one
i’ve been wating for today
and here comes the sun that’s been baiting on today
lately i’ve lost my tongue
today you found the...
February 2008
12 posts
Semestral Examination Results
2007/2008 S2
NAME KHALIS BIN DAUD STUDENT ID 0529800
COURSE DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS, COMPUTER & COMMUNICATION ENGINEERING STAGE 3B
MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS GRADE
ET0525 MOBILE APPLICATIONS DEVELOPMENT 5 A
LC0314 COMMUNICATION SKILLS FOR WORK 2 B
ET0023 OPERATING SYSTEMS 5 C
ET100Z FINAL YEAR PROJECT 8 C
ET0104 EMBEDDED COMPUTER...
“i am a :
perfect sinner
righteous unrighteous”
– John Piper
full of thoughts
and unexpressed and inexpressable emotions
thinking
how sweet god can get
yesterday
when amos called for pastors to come and pray over
their congre
i was emoed
the super deep desire in my heart
for juz some pastor
to pray over me
i was like sadded la
but then
god brought
phebe’s dad and mom to pray for me
i was like zua tiok for a while
and happy in my...
well
today fun seh
went out with
justin sean samuel and his gf [si ying] also
joc and fio
went
chicken rice stall
then
NYDC
then
Harry’s at
T3
fun!!!
haha
the best part was that
i got to drive…
scary…
mistakes i made
1) i can’t find the clutch and accelrator point properly
so first time… haha many many stall
2) break without clutching
...
was reading my previous encouragement cards again
they never fail to make me reflect
and cry
seeing how God was there
and real in my life
visible in my acts of service
reading ian’s [the times when he was my angel] encouragement card
about PLM
brings back good memories
of the time where
everyone worshiped
throughout the PLM
praying together
that was the start
what was the...
http://adunafresca.mypersonality.info/ →
well…
i know now how it feels…
to take on the sins of another person..
it’s a sucky feeling
at how it doesn’t benifit you at all
can you imagine jesus
taking all the sins of the world
and paying for the penelty
how would that feel
super de dupper the ubber sucky
but well
jesus’s will is ro do the will of the father
and ya
it does benifit him
cuz he...
i was juz looking at those
3 minutes of our lives
and how much i miss those times
really
i’m so missing those times so badly
slacking at cr room
singing songs
laughing
crying
getting angry
how that season of my life is over
yea
i’m am now going to twenty
how much a different outlook of life
you are responsible for your own actions
you are in control of your own life...
Caught By The River - Doves
Son
What have you done?
You’re caught by the river
You’re coming undone
Life
You know it can’t be so easy
But you can’t just leave it
Cause you’re not in control no more
And you give it all away
Would you give it all away now?
Don’t let it come apart
Don’t want to see you come apart
Son
What are you doing?
You learned a hard lesson
When...
heh bored beyond all boredness it’s either work or slacking and i prefer the former it earns u $$$ well seeing glimpses of the old you kind of scary though hoping that there won’t be a relapse cuz the old me is dead and i hope it’ll forever be dead seeing you really make me smile but sadly its either u or … me heart how unsettled how still wanting to roll in filth still ...
January 2008
25 posts
i’m blogging at cr room for the final time after my exams god i pray that indeed this will be my last sem i trust you i know that you grace will bring me through i dun want to repeat ECS god bring me through… pls i’m excited the finish of my last paper looking forward what lies in the future but i’m in fear that i’ll still have a sem its my turn now i’m finally...
“And the pain falls like a curtain
On the things I once called certain
And I...”
– God is God - Steven Curtis Chapman
judging amy nv seem to fail to wrench my heart how you see the judical system fails juvi chances
1 tag
well… it’s intelectually and emotionally draining going out with my sec school buddies in a good way haha… today… went out with di hui alden kg yea.. kewl… ALDEN got a $$$250 burbeary POLO TEE haha burberay also got this nice cardigen eh… $500 so forget it though but the conversation that stuck in my mind is really how our education system is doing ya i so...
i learnt something… to ans god’s qn… “who do you think i am?” 1) god is god
verdict hoe garden still tastes the best heinekin eh.. okay la… didn’t like the smell though… yea.. went out for zhe char with the bunch then went pubbing kind of met gere’s dad treated us 2 jugs of heinekin and pool… haha.. he was talking to use about SIA engine company yar… thinking hmmm…. why not try there yar… loads of $$$ and free miles on SIA...
well… nice day… worked with schenelle at hot side.. juz the 2 of us with ian on the cold side.. muahhahahaha the kitchen is ours… funs… mango cake eh… caserdiala eh… soup [which i cooked for BOY!!!] eh… yar.. it was fun despite the many orders that we had… stressfull and tiring… schenelle’s the woman! well.. yea… out with tina after...
